The first 35 years of my life I lived caged in my mind. I sought help with many counselors, only to be rejected or used. I asked for help from the church Body, but there was none. It felt hopeless much of the time, but in reality, God was pursuing me and teaching me that the help and healing I needed would come from Him alone.
Having the diagnosis of DID, I was looked upon as crazy. Yet, God gently revealed truth to me and in a moment of intense encounter with Him, He began to heal me. Truth replaced the raging lies that plagued me, and fruit began to multiply because of His healing grace.
I am still waiting for ways to share my story, for there are times I simply do not have all the words, or I allow fear to creep in and distrust. But, there is a big story to be told of how amazing my God is and His touch has brought all the pieces together in my life. Truth. Love. Boldness. Hope. Restoration. That is Who my God is to my mind, spirit, and soul.