i have come to realise how the one or two areas in my life that refuse to bow a knee can override and cloud the very areas that ARE working, where God's grace IS flowing for change. it really is sad that the bad outweighs the good so much of the time.
enter gratitude and savoring and celebrating. rehearsing the solid areas, the not as messy areas. this has been an ongoing process for me so that the enemy's fingerprints are not continually in my face but God's handiwork is what i intentionally choose to see.