Mrs Paullette Boorman
Hi I am Paullette it means little and small and I am short in physical stature, yet I shave always said, "I am big on the inside". I never realized how true that was until a couple of years ago when I was introduced to Arthur's teaching.
When i first heard about the human spirit I was confused and defensive. I had never heard about a spirit other than Holy Spirit and thought that my human spirit was my soul. Anyway I am fully on board now. I am RG Servant in unmistakable ways having all the obvious traits. I so want to be acknowledged but if I am I shy away. I am always busy DOING for others but rarely for myself (then I get cranky because no one seems to appreciate me). Victim spirit in full force.
But I am working through my wounds and now I know that I am wounded I can sometime notice when I am acting out of my wounds.
I was very excited when this study group was suggested but have run from the profile part. I wanted to join in secret. I so yearn for other travellers on this journey. So here I am front and centre.
I have listened to the Redemptive Gifts many times trying to understand the profiles and thus pigeon hole those around me. I don't know many RG Givers.
I was amazed how my Giver portion responded to the Giver Prayers in the SLG Coaching Blog. And I have discovered how detail fixated my Teacher portion is.
I am currently experimenting with finding "joy triggers" and am a bit stick in the mud at the moment, but then again I have had a couple of heavy "serving weeks' recently.
I am so looking forward to having others to share with who will not think I am too odd to talk to.
Blessings to you all